Friday, May 28, 2010


Was the day my little sweetpea left my tummy.

People have alot of different views on what a miscarriage is and also if a baby is a "baby" before it is born full term. I feel like I had a sweet little baby girl(she looked like a girl but it could have been a boy who wasn't developed yet) and I miss her and I think she with heavenly father. I think that tiny little body that I held was her earthly body. I am not a expert nor do I want anyone opinion. That's just the way I feel.

We buried our little girl in a spot picked out by her brother's(Kamryn told me he would know where to dig a hole if he saw some flowers by a little rock) in the mountains. They took it all really hard but being able to bury her and have an ending helped.


Michelle said...

Crystal it is so hard and you know I am here for you. I am so sorry you have to feel this pain. It is not fair! It will be 5 months since we said goodbye to our sweet little angel this Saturday. YOu are so strong and you will get through this. I love you mamma!!!

Signe said...

That was such a sweet thing to do with your family. That's just great to come together after something so sad.

Erin Shakespear said...

Oh, I'm so sorry, Crystal. I can't imagine how hard this must be. I wish I was around to give you a big hug. :)

Anonymous said...

Beautiful. How wonderful that she is in such a happy place.

Julie S said...

I love you Crystal.
This is so sweet and tender.
I'm so sorry that this happened, but am inspired by your actions.

the remkes family said...

I think that is so sweet what you did for her. And i think it help for you and the kids. I believe you will raise her someday:)YOu are a strong and wonderful person!